It seems to me that I can't find time to breathe
its Tuesday, not that important of a day, right
wrong - it means that I only have 4 days until I graduate
is it ok to be a little nervous?
I have all these worries
mostly concerning my documentary
will I still be able to use school equipment?
how am I going to get it done by April?
Brian says I can't stress about stuff anymore
I wish it were the simple
he told me this week is off-limits to wedding stuff
so no planning, no setting up app.s, no worrying
which just means, I'm delaying it
b/c eventually it will have to be dealt with
I wish there was just a "how-to" kit for weddings
I'm not the most creative person ever...
I'm very excited my family will be here this weekend
I miss my mom a lot
I wish I could just go home for a week straight
how fun would that be?
to sit at home with my mom and sister, like we used to
watching Rigiletto and crying our eyes out
or laughing til we cry in the kitchen
I miss my mom and my sister
Brian's dad wants to know what I want for Christmas
how do you put - a completely paid for wedding - on a Christmas list?
all the things I need aren't exactly "list material"
I need to finish the documentary
I need to apply to grad school
I need to find a temp. full-time job
I need to get health insurance
I need a lot of things that I can't ask for
Lord give me peace.
Help me to find patience
give me Your comfort
and help guide me through this time
cheery comments would be appreciated!